I'm neurotic, aggressive, messy, and slightly insecure. I'm just a young woman trying to navigate through the world and grow up without getting lost in the thick of things.
Why am I so fucking tired?
Also, I cant wait to move back into my apartment. My room is huge and has a walk in closet and its own private bathroom…. I just want to decorate.
You guys I didn’t snack last night after dinner! I’m proud.
Tonight’s a xanax kind of night…
These next two weeks cannot come fast enough. I can’t wait to be done with my internship. It’s such a struggle everyday to wake up and try to dress up… Today I’m failing miserably but I’m going to blame it on my period that I have zero desire to put on makeup or brush my hair… I am so bloated and annoyed it’s unreal. Hopefully everyone leaves me alone in the office today. I just want the day to go really quick. I have to call up 3 clients and get there ok for something then I need to email another client to see if she’s gotten some documents together and lastly I need to update and beef up a complaint (not that I’ve ever learned how to do that and what exactly must go into it)… But I hope no one like bothers me today. I also need to call up my school and talk to them about my bill because its due tomorrow but I’m still waiting for a loan to come through without it I don’t have the money to pay so I need to figure that out during lunch I guess… In any respect two weeks from now I’ll officially be on summer break. It seems so far away yet so close, god gve me strength.